by Frank Shanley
He was going out for the night. Out to Dun Laoghaire.
The place he thought was strange and far away when he was young. The
place where the boats came in. He had lived there for a year and knew
it quite well now. He was going to get drunk to bring some excitement
to his life.
It was a dark winter evening. The sharpness of the
night and the sense of tension it should have created didn’t make
an impact on him. He went down to get the bus, down a dimly lit
laneway. The fence on one side and the bushes on the other were more
or less ignored. The laneway led onto the road, the road that the bus
came down. It came by him just then. He started to run for it, a long
run down the road and then around the corner near the church. He
caught it up as he was coming near the stop. He got on it with
another person. Breathless, he was looking around at the things that
really scared him, people. He stared at them a bit. He wasn’t aware
why. His mother said it was fear. He believed everything his mother
told him. When he got off the bus and changed to another one, he was
still feeling deadened. The people on the bus and outside the window
meant nothing to him. He was finally in Dun Laoghaire and now he went
to the hostel where he lived until recently.
Cathleen met him at the door. He remembered thinking
of her as the Countess Cathleen. She brought him up the stairs and
into the kitchen. There were a few people there – friends, nearly
friends, anyway. Martin said hello. ‘Martin do you want to go out
with me tonight’, he felt like saying but he didn’t have the
courage. He waited a while and then started to talk to Martin. A few
inappropriate comments and a few weak jokes later, he asked Martin to
go out. It was cool Martin said so they went out.
They went first to a shop to buy cider. The two litre
bottles, big brown bottles full of intoxicating liquid which tasted
like poison, a few years earlier would have been very precious but now
they didn’t mean that much. They went down a laneway to drink them.
They really didn’t taste like poison. Drinking it wasn’t nice but
the talk and repartee were and all he was thinking about was good. He
wasn’t drunk but felt invigorated.
He and Martin were both schizophrenic. A dirty
horrible thing both for the sufferers and non-sufferers. They were
both suppressed, depressed, downtrodden human beings. Both in a chain
gang of psychiatrists.
6 comments:
That was nice crisply focused piece.
Glad you liked it Draculasaurus. The lazy git wrote nothing else so the blog will continue to be my ravings. I do have one more short piece by someone else though and that might be the next post. It concerns emigration.
I would like to know why your URL, like so many over there, ends in .ie but then fails to give any examples whatsoever. It's a con.
It must be a glitch in the thingy. I'll get onto it right away Suthers. Is that Zorro with his head bowed with you in that picture?
Yeah, Suthers does volunteer work with foster robotic Zorro children.
How did you not know that?
I don't know how I missed that. Typical Suthers, to into the whole robotic Zorro foster children thing about five years after everyone else has gotten sick of it.
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