The beguiling geometry of her face
didn't hit him immediately. It took a while for the cunning
collection of angles to coalesce in his
mind and settle there. What first intrigued him was the reserve that,
he wagered, hid a good heart. The reserve itself was hidden behind a
generous sociability but the reserve wasn't hidden that well. You
easily got past the cheeriness to find the guardedness but beyond
that you'd discover the truth. Maybe he could have helped her.
Then there was her laugh. A single Ha!
A spontaneous and genuine expulsion. The kind of thing you'd emit
after getting away with a bank heist. A loud exclamation but warm and
inclusive. He delighted in eliciting it. 'Ah life, such a wonderful
ridiculous thing', the laugh seemed to say. To him at least.
Her body moved easy to the Universe. It
wasn't out of step or closed in on itself and seeking the nearest
exit as his was. It was outstretched. It could protect itself if
required but it was willing to take on all comers. She belonged in
the world and her hips, limbs, breasts and neck danced with it. It
was hard to keep your eyes off her once you'd looked properly.
So, with all those things perceived,
processed and ruminated upon with every breath, he found that he was
truly stuck. He'd been drawn into a snare that didn't want to catch
him. This beautiful trap was seeking other prey. Neater featured prey
with a tidier psyche and a measure of conventional prestige. He didn't
resent this, or at least knew that he shouldn't. He himself had
caught quarry he wasn't pursuing in the past. It's the stupid way of
things. At least she was fond of him. He had made her laugh. Perhaps
she'd remember the laughter he'd caused her and shed a poignant tear
of regret when she found him dangling like a bastard on a rope from
the tree in her back garden.
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